Saturday, July 9, 2011

Viva la what now?

4:32 AM.


Shit, so what's it all mean? We all sit back in the winter sayin " yo when summer comes, im gonna do this and im gonna do that" whether its reachin' your goal weight, travelin' to some country after you work your ass off to save that money or trying something out that you havnt ever before... well you get the point.. 

So now I ask you, summer has finally arrived (been arrived) what have you completed on that summer list? If you havn't completed anything then what's your excuse? Truth is, im talkin shit cuz right now I feel i'm missin out on my summer list. And fuck tell me how the time seems to be speeding through like someones pushing the FF on my VCR ( yes, vcr im old school).  Currently experiencing that artists' block and the infamous "im uninspired" feeling. But you know what... fuck that. 

Here's a thought...

Too many of us sit back and watch our dreams remain dreams. We love to convince ourselves that they simply are silly thoughts or aspirations that will never come true. And so we keep that thought in our minds as it collects dust on our ambition shelf (which is really looking hella dusty). But really what the fuck? Life really has it's way of knockin you down... just like it has its way of lifting you up... don't doubt yourself... you can shape your destiny into anything you want. Nothing is pre-written. Let's throw ourselves into the jungle of life and attack what comes our way with the tools we have shall we? Rasky told me that it's "Better to regret the shit you did, then the shit you didnt do" I am all for that. 

Society is so quick to make you feel remorseful and awful when you happen to UN-conventionalize your daily routine. But naww really, I learned that it's perfectly ok. Some of us hold so much fear, fear of not achieving our goals, fear of failing, but most people reach success after that failure... Let's cut that perfectionist mentality and let's take that plunge. Do what you wanna do. Life's mental barriers can be destroyed, only after you allow yourself to knock them down. Time to focus. Let's become something shall we? Future depends on some of us...

Anyway thanx for your minute. 
I gotta go make something of myself. 
SOLA.
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